Moving forward;
March 31, 2011
I’m happy. My life couldn’t be more perfect. Well, almost perfect. I miss my boyfriend. I’m in Hawaii & he’s in Oregon. Most of my relationships has been long distance. As I’ve said before, I’m about that age where I’m ready to settle down. Idk how long I can deal with being away from my love but I don’t want it to be too long.
I want to be with him so bad. I also want to go to school. Today I thought, how bout I move to Oregon, live with David, & go to school there? Doesn’t seem that bad, right?
I have a lot of thinking to do. I can’t stay here forever. I know I won’t be here forever. My parents will probably flip that I want to live with my boyfriend but I gotta do what I gotta do. I can keep holding back & let my life be controlled by anyone else but myself. I need to make decisions on my own. I need to do what’s best for me. I can’t waste anymore time by doing nothing. I need to start now.
May 5, 2011 at 10:19 pm
Someone who truly loves you will understand that you need to do what you have to do. I am certain that your boyfriend is madly in love with you.